Monday, June 28, 2010

???Pensive Mode???

The more and more I keep thinking about my future, it's driving me locaaaaa~

Lately I've been really considering doing something in the health field, which I never thought  I would get in to.

I was talking to a friend about nursing since she's an RN, but I don't think I can stand needles and blood, but I do like the idea of working 3 times/week 12hr shift.

I need to see my other options because things are never definite.

Brainstorm...
google....
ask around....
Advice gladly accepted.....

Oh man.  I feel overwhelmed, worried, stressed, and a bit depressed, but I don't like using the word "depressed" anymore to describe how I feel BECAUSE I refuse to be in a depressed state.  You know why?  It's a waste of damn time to be depressed.  That's why.

I'm all over the place today w/ all these scattered thoughts.  Excuse my random babbling.   These thoughts
need to exit my head somewhere and they go right in to this blog otherwise it'll keep repeating itself in my damn head.

I wish I had a female mentor.  I never had one.  One that I really respect, is a strong woman of God, and feels me!!  I would really love some advice from someone like that if she existed or we've yet to meet.   God, can you bring someone like that in to my life.  I would be forever appreciative.

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