I've decided to start writing in this blog again.
I know I haven't for a while.
I love writing, but lately I feel like there's nothing to write about or I just need a dose of inspiration for a boost.

Lately I've been feeling like there's not enough time to do everything that I want.
I want to get some legal situations settled with, go to school and finish off my credits and at least get an AA for now and hopefully later on transfer somehow to a Cal State and pursue whatever it is I am heading towards.  I want to travel all over the world., go to Korea, go on missions, and explore.

These dreams I have.  These dreams I've had.  I've killed because I feel like it is just not realistic for me.
I feel like by the time I can get certain things dealt with, it would be too late for me.
I feel like I'm running last in the race because someone tripped me and now it's too late for me to make it in the top 3.
-_- 
On the brighter side,  I am not one to complain.  Things happen.  Life happens.  I've accepted my reality insterad of running from it and it can only get better from here and it has.  Thank God for that..otherwise I would still be living the same life, doing the same damn things, and being stuck in my own negative world I was living in.  Change that was brought into my life 2 years ago have transformed me from the inside out.